Saturday, April 23, 2011

Easter Vigil Blessings :-)

Wow. What else can I say but use words of praise, awe, love, thanksgiving and adoration to you O' Lord to express my truest of feelings this very early Easter morning? No matter what I write, black words upon a white page can never express the joy and peace I feel in my soul right now.

I first begin by thanking you. I thank you for bringing me home to the Roman Catholic Church. I thank you for bringing me to St. Peter's Roman Catholic Church to receive the Sacraments of Confirmation and the Holy Eucharist. I thank you for bringing me to this specific church Lord, for it is the Church of my baptism. In seven days Lord I will be celebrating 22 years of my baptism into your Church. I was baptized at almost the same exact spot in which I was confirmed just a few hours ago Lord. It's interesting to see how things work out Lord. I know that only your hands can orchestrate and plan something as beautiful as that. I also thank you for my wonderful Sponsor- John Kastelic. I'm not sure he will ever fully understand just how much it meant to me that he was my sponsor. I can never thank him enough Lord, words are not adequate enough to give him the thanks he truly deserves. I thank you for his wife Patti and their daughter Olivia as well. I thank you for providing me such a wonderful family to walk alongside with as I entered your Church. I thank you for my good friend and brother Ben Graham who a year ago I would have never thought would be interested in joining the Catholic Church. Thank you for that good surprise and blessing Lord. I thank you for allowing me a walking companion in Ben as we now continue to walk our journey of faith as Catholic's. I thank you for Sandy Lauer for providing such a wonderful RCIA experience and also the RCIA team as well. It truly made a difference Lord! I thank you for me wonderful new friends and brothers and sisters in Christ: Anita Hamlin and her wonderful family, Molly Bartrum, and Demrie Alonzo. I am truly blessed to know these people, and all of those who were in RCIA with me! I also thank you for my new friend Adrienne. I am honored to know such a person, and I look forward to growing in friendship and fith with her as a member of the St. Peter's Parish Family. Lastly I must thank you for my very dear friends Joel Smith, Denise Smith, Hilary Smith, Lane Smith, Jim Nichols, Nancy Edwards, and Judy Ringler. I am deeply humbled and honored that these people, your children, came to spend this wonderful night with me! Finally dear Lord I must thank you for meeting me in an entirely new way this evening Lord. Thank you for the Holy Eucharist. Thank you for your Paschal Sacrifice. Thank you for offering up your sacred body and blood for each of us. I love you dear Lord.

I must now offer you praise for the wonderful evening I had at Easter Vigil Lord! As I was getting ready for Easter Vigil before I left for the church, I was putting on a necklace I have owned now for a few months. It's not just any necklace. It belonged to my grandfather. It is his St. Christopher medal, and my grandmother gave it to me a few months ago. Tonight was different though. As I put it on, I shed a few tears. The necklace has much more meaning for me this night than all previous days. My grandfather was a faithful member of the very same Church that I was confirmed in this evening. As I put on that necklace, I had a feeling I would be 'seeing' grandpa Pelasky again at church tonight.

I offer you my praise, love, and adoration for Easter Vigil Lord. It far exceeded my expectations. I'm not sure what I expected, but it far exceeded anything I expected. The music was truly moving, the scripture readings inspired me, and it was you in the Holy Eucharist that transformed me dear Lord. At the moment when Fr. Tony Borgia confirmed me, I could tell something changed within me Lord. At the moment I was confirmed I could feel the deepest sense of peace, love, and joy that I have ever experienced! I couldn't help but smile. I smiled through tears of joy dear Lord! I smiled through tears of joy as I thought about my grandfather who passed away back in 1996- Robert Pelasky Sr., for whom I was named after. I smiled through tears as I thought of his necklace that I now wore. He as very close to my heart this joyous night. I could sense his loving presence this evening Lord. I couldn't help but cry as I was confirmed. I sensed your presence dear Lord, but I also sensed his loving presence and this truly moved me.

I close this note of love to you dear Lord with a prayer for the entire church, but especially for my friends who received the Holy Sacraments of Baptism, Confirmation, and Holy Eucharist this evening.

O' Lord. I offer you my thanksgiving, my praise, my love, my adoration, and my entire being to you. I offer you my life this day along with all of the Masses being offered around the world. I offer you my life this day along with the special prayer intentions of our Holy Father Benedict XVI. I offer you my life this day along with the special prayer intentions of our Bishop Leonard Blair. I offer you my life this day along with the special prayer intentions of our Priests Fr. Tom and Fr. Tony. I especially offer you my life this day for the conversion of souls around the world, and for those who are lost to find you. I pray that those of us who were baptized, confirmed, and who received you in the Holy Eucharist this evening can be as living light to help bring people to your loving embrace dear Lord. I pray for each of us to grow in faith and strength as we seek you all the days of our lives. I pray that we may be used to further your church here on earth all the days of our earthly lives. I pray that we may encourage vocations to the Holy Priesthood, the Religious Life, the Diaconate, to Holy Matrimony, and to Generous Single Life in Christ- with the realization that each of these stations in life are called upon by your Holy Name. I pray that we may be vibrant new members of your Church dear Lord, here at St. Peter's Catholic Church in Mansfield, Ohio. I pray that we may grow in our faith and relationship with you. I pray all these things in your name Jesus Christ. In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Holy Triduum

I can't believe it's here. This past week has been one of great blessings and I hear it's only going to get better. On Tuesday I participated in the Diocese of Toledo Chrism Mass at Our Lady Queen of the Most Holy Rosary Cathedral. I was asked to receive the Oil of Catechumens at that Mass. I stood less than four feet away from Bishop Leonard Blair as he blessed the oil. Last evening (Holy Thursday), I presented that same oil to Fr. Tony Borgia of St. Peter's Parish in Mansfield. This same oil will be used for confirmation on Saturday. Today I will be going to Mass at 3:00 pm to commemorate the crucifixion of Christ our Lord and Savior, also at St. Peter's Parish. Then tomorrow, I will be going back to church in the morning for morning prayer and blessing of the Easter foods. Tomorrow evening I will be attending Easter Vigil Mass. It has not fully hit me yet, but tomorrow evening I will be receiving the Sacraments of Confirmation and Holy Eucharist. Twenty-two years ago this month I was baptized into the faith at St. Peter's Roman Catholic Church in Mansfield. I was raised in a Protestant home by two wonderful Christian parents. Tomorrow evening I will be completing my entry into the Catholic Church at the very same church I was baptized in. I am finally returning home to the Catholic Church. Praise be to you Lord Jesus Christ! Thank you Lord for providing me the blessing of two wonderful Christian parents who raised me in a very strong Christian home. I pray that your Easter Season is a very blessed one! Praying for each of you!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Do With Me What You Will Lord, Journal Entry #8 (Final Journal Entry)

This will be the final journal entry about my experience at the FOCUS Conference. I hope you have enjoyed reading them as much as I have had writing them, again. Having written them once in my journal while there, and having reread and rewritten them here for you, it has been a blessing for my life, for I have had the chance to relive Conference each day now. Thank you and may God deeply bless you and yours in the name of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

24 January 2011

Dear Lord,

I thank you for this day. I am now back at school in Mt. Vernon. Thank you for getting me home safely. I also thank you for getting mom and grandma to the train station safely.

I cannot thank you enough for the experience of the conference. I was deeply moved, inspired, blessed, and my soul now has an unquenchable thirst to serve you and your church. Nothing in this world has the power to satisfy that thirst- you and you alone can quench that thirst and longing.

I am now on fire for you Lord Jesus Christ! I have never seen so many young people who were Catholic with such an evangelistic zeal to save all of humanity through the Savior of all- you Lord Jesus Christ.

As a result of the Fellowship of Catholic University Students Conference I now know what it means to be Catholic. It means to be a child of God, who is called to live out their faith passionately in the Church as a community of believers, and also to live out their faith in all public and private areas of their life. It means to live everyday passionately for Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. I now understand the beauty and power of the Holy Eucharist. I now truly believe that it is truly Jesus Christ- body and blood, soul and divinity. I long like never before to receive you in the Holy Eucharist Lord. My life has been deeply transformed as a result of FOCUS. For that I thank you greatly God. I long to serve you God and your church all the days of my life. Might you use me to transform the world one soul at a time, one life at a time. Here I am Lord. Your servant is ready and he is listening. I am ready to become a knight of your Holy and perfect Kingdom. I love you above all else. Use me how you will. Not my will but yours. Do what you will with my life. Let your will be done.

Lord, I can easily say I just finished the best weekend of my life at this conference. It was truly life changing. There were 1300 Catholic college students there as well as Priest's, Nuns, and Monks. I am sad because I know what I am leaving behind, but I am extremely excited to live out the challenge from conference, which is to answer your call Lord. I long to answer your call all the days of my life. Give me strength to say yes to your call upon my life- whatever that may be. Give me the courage to take the next step and to go where you will send me- wherever that is. Give me the endurance to live out this call every day of my life. Give me the passion to live out this call in such a way that lives might be transformed for you.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

A Humbling Encounter, Journal Entry #8

23 January 2011

Holy Father,

I'm sad. So much in fact, I'm almost to the point of tears.

The reason? I just got done looking at my pictures from conference on my camera. One picture in particular impacted me more than the rest. It was the picture of myself with Brother Innocence, Sister Monica, Brother Angelus, Sister Chiara, and Brother Xavier. As I look into our smiling faces, my heart aches to be back with them. I suppose it is these who impacted me the most and at the deepest level from conference, aside from Joe. I had dinner with the Sisters the very first night, along with Father Luke- Vocations Director of the Archdiocese of New York. Then at the first Keynote address and for Audrey Assad I had the honor of sitting with Brother Innocence, Brother Angelus, and Brother Xavier. They were so much fun Lord, and I guess I didn't expect that. They were cracking jokes and laughing, they were young as well, and very engaging.

Then at the Saturday night keynote address I sat with Sister Monica and Sister Chiara. After the address we had Adoration. Lord, nothing in my life up to this point quite compares to kneeling before you in prayer and adoration with these two Sisters.

I also think of talking with Father Isaac of their Order who graduated from Franciscan University. He seemed to love his life and he too had so much joy Lord!

Before I left for the train station I had a chance to say goodbye to Father Isaac, he shook my hand and said "I will be praying for you as you approach Easter Vigil Bob." I know he will- I saw it in his eyes.

I also got to say goodbye to Brother Xavier. He was carrying the chalice's from Mass, and when he saw me he took the time to set them down and give me a hug. Lord- that hug was the first real hug in a very, very long time- other than from my family.

Before we parted ways he said "I will be praying for you Bob as we approach Easter Vigil. I'm so happy and blessed to have met you and heard your story. The Church will be deeply blessed to have you part of it."

What he said humbled me so God! I thank you greatly for these new friends and companions along the way. Your blessings never end. For that I greatly thank you!

All those I mentioned here, with the exception of Father Luke Sweeney, belong to either The Franciscan Friars of the Renewal or the Franciscan Sisters of the Renewal. They impressed me and inspired me Lord. They all have such joy and excitement and love for you, the Church, and the life you gave them. I want to learn more about them Lord. Something about their way of life attracts me. Something about their spirituality and commitment to you and your will intrigues me and I have almost a longing to be with them. Thank you for the rich blessings of these people, these wonderful children who are yours. Thank you. I love you.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Adoration, The Priesthood, and Prayers- Journal Entry #7 Part II

This is the second half of my journal entry #7.

The second keynote address of the day followed that, and Chris Stefanick spoke. He is absolutely hilarious! He is the Director of Youth, Young Adult, and Campus Ministry for the Archdiocese of Denver. I thank you for his enthusiasm and excitement Lord!

To close out the night we had Adoration before you in the Blessed Sacrament. I have never before been so deeply moved as in that moment. Some 1,300 college students kneeling before you Lord Jesus and talking and listening to you! As I rose to leave- you penetrated my soul to the core. You embraced me and you spoke to my heart- You asked me as I stood:

"Can you not sit one hour with me?"

At that moment I fell to my knees in awe and surrender and responded to you-

"You've always been there for me God."

Then you spoke to my heart such truth-

"Then why can't you always be there for me? I desire you to give up your life, your plans for the life that I can give you and for the plans I had for you since before you were created."

My heart was broken, but in a sweet and loving way. I'm sorry that I have not always been there for you Lord. I hope to be available for you and your will all the days of my life.

As I exited the conference room being rejuvenated by being in your presence I saw the line for confession. I was nearly brought to tears! The line was endless. There were at least 700 college students in line to confess and resolve absolution and forgiveness from you through your Priest's.

I then went and had a snack at the Bistro 300 while talking with Ashley Fox- who is the community chair for the graduate community at Franciscan University in Steubenville. I thank you for this rewarding experience as well. A little while later I heard it- the bell. The Eucharistic Procession had begun. Immediately all those who were there from the conference knelt out of reverence and love for you. As I sit on the train now, the lady in front of me- the ringtone for her text message is a small bell. Each time it goes off I look up longing to see you and kneel before you in awe, adoration, sacrifice, and love!

When I got to the room last night, Joe and I talked for at least two hours about the Church, Adoration, Archbishop Fulton Sheen, and most importantly, the Priesthood. I am very thankful for my new friend Joe. You truly blessed my life through him and I hope our friendship continues and grows for years to come!

That brings me to today Lord, and it has been a bittersweet day.

We started out with a Keynote Address by Founder of FOCUS, Curtis Martin. A truly powerful message Lord!

He talked about answering your call and how best to do that:

-To know and love you deeply
-To know your plan for my life
-To live out that plan as passionately as I can

He also talked about the Monstrance, which means 'To Show.' He said:

"A Monstrance has a hole in it for Jesus Christ to be in. When we were created, we were created with a hole inside of us that only Jesus Christ can live in, making Him the center of our life. Therefore, we are all living Monstrance's to show Christ to the world and to share Christ with the world."

This statement impacted me in such a deeply profound way Lord! Thank you.

He also told us to not let this conference experience become a pep-rally with no game, but to instead answer your call and to live out our faith passionately with every ember of our being. He also said that when we receive you in the Eucharist, we receive infinite grace, and that when we walk back from receiveing, we should be transformed.

This was followed by our final Mass together, and it was, as always deeply moving.

I will be completely honest when I say it was bittersweet. I made many new friends-

-Joe Camilo, Matt Gill, Father Luke Sweeney, Father Isaac (Franciscan Friar of the Renewal-CFR, and graduate of Franciscan University), Brother Xavier (CFR), Brother Innocence (CFR), Brother Angelus (CFR), Sister Chiara (Franciscan Sister of the Renewal-CFR), Sister Monica (CFR), Ashley Fox (Community Chair for Franciscan University Graduate Community), and Lauren Fox (FOCUS Missionary at George Washington University)

I pray deep blessings over all these people Lord, and I cannot thank you enough for the deep blessings of this experience. You are amazing and I love you.

In closing Lord- here is my prayer:

"Here I am Lord, your servant is listening. I am ready to go where you will send me. I am ready to do what you will have me do. I am ready to become a Knight in your Kingdom. Amen."

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Mass, Priests, and an Upperclassmen Party, Journal Entry #7 Part I

This journal entry will be in two parts (one today, the other tomorrow) due to its length.

23 January 2011

Dear Lord,

As I begin this note to you, I am in a train on my way back home. Outside the window The Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception, the Mother Church of our great nation, passes by.

As I look back on yesterday I cannot begin to thank you enough for the blessings of that day.

To start things off, we had a keynote talk by Jeremy Rivera. Yet again, a fairly young person filled with your spirit and is actively and passionately living out his life for you and you alone.

Following that we were blessed to partake in the sacrifice of the Holy Mass. When they brought the Tabernacle in, everyone knelt in reverent silence out of love for you Lord. Never have I been with so many college students (1,300) who were all worshipping you and praying. It was truly an amazing experience.

After Mass we had three workshop sessions. I attended 'Living with the Heart of Christ- Pierced and Enflamed.' It was about Jesuit spirituality with a particular emphasis on your Sacred Heart. I really enjoyed this session because I now know more about the devotion to your Sacred Heart Lord. Thank you.

The second Impact Session I attended was entitled 'How to live out FOCUS on a non-FOCUS campus. I found great value in this particular session Lord because Mt. Vernon is not exactly what you call a Catholic Campus. Thank you for giving me new tools to evangelize to my peers Lord and for equipping me to do your work.

The final Impact Session I attended was the 'Men's Religious Panel.' I feel as though this was my favorite session Lord. It was amazing! I sat by Joe, my roommate. There were six men in total on the panel- a Franciscan Friar of the Renewal, the Vocation Director of the Archdiocese of Atlanta, a Benedictine Friar, a Capuchin Franciscan Friar, a Dominican Friar, and a Jesuit Priest. A few things really stuck out with me from this session, and they came by way of what the men said:

"Go into their doors so they can come out yours. Meet people where they are."

"A call to Religious Life is two fold: Diocesan Priesthood, or Religious Priesthood."

"Where is your heart being drawn?"

"Spiritual fatherhood is like being a dad, only the demands are much greater."

So I thank you Father above for this amazing blessing. Probably the most profound truth I heard there was from the Vocations Director of Atlanta.

He said, "It's natural for men to want a wife and children. Know this- if you are discerning a call, and feel you want a wife and children, this does not cancel out a call to the Priesthood. I say this because, if a man is discerning a call to the Priesthood, and he does not desire a wife and children- chances are they will not make a good Priest, because the Priest has as his wife the Church, and his spiritual children are his parishioners."

Wow! That is all I can say Lord. Thank you for that message Lord.

At around 18:15, the FOCUS staff held a party for Juniors and Seniors who wanted to learn more about becoming a FOCUS missionary. They had Hours'doeurves and refreshments. I met Matt Gill there, and I now consider him a new friend.

After a little while of talking with Matt I met a girl, Lauren, and she is the FOCUS missionary at George Washington University in DC. We talked for a good half hour or more. I told her my conversion story and where I am now in my faith journey. She highly encouraged me to apply to be a missionary. I am really thinking about it God! I will definitely be praying about it.

Part two of this journal entry will be uploaded tomorrow.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Deep and Rich Blessings, Journal Entry #6

22 January 2011

Dear Lord,

I am extremely humbled and thankful for your invitation to attend this conference. The blessings you have already given me through this conference have deeply enriched my life.

Yesterday I had dinner with Sisters Chiara and Monica, of the Franciscan Sisters of the Renewal along with Father Luke Sweeney, the Vocations Director of the Archdiocese of New York. Then for the first session, I sat with Brothers Xavier, Innocence, and Angelus of the Franciscan Friars of the Renewal. The speaker, Lila Rose was absolutely phenomenal! Following that, Audrey Assad performed and she too was phenomenal. To close out the evening we were able to view 'The Way,' which was created by Emilio Estevez. Both he and his father- Martin Sheen are in the movie, and both were there last night to introduce the movie. I did not make it to the end of the movie because I was so tired so I made it about half the way through, and then went to bed. I thoroughly enjoyed what I watched of the movie and I hope to purchase it when it comes out and finish watching it.

Thank you for the rich blessings of this day Lord. Your love never ceases to amaze me!

By the way- my roommate Joe Camilo is great. I thank you for that blessing as well!

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Saturday, January 29, 2011

A Beautiful Day in Washington DC, Journal Entry #5

21 January 2011

Dear Lord,

Thank you for the wonderful afternoon in Washington DC. As you very well know, I have been to this great city several times, at the very least five times. This great city remains to be my all-time favorite city. There's just something magical about this place. I was able to walk to the Capital, and while there, I saw people setting up for March for Life on the National Mall. It was a wonderful day out- bright shining sun, however the wind was cold. Nonetheless it was a fantastic afternoon Lord, and for that I sincerely thank you.

I am now on the train headed to Baltimore, Maryland. If I get there in a timely manner Lord, I hope to visit Mother Elizabeth Seton's (a Saint) home and St. Mary's Spirituality Center. If I don't get there in time- no worries! Whatever your plan is Lord.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Friday, January 28, 2011

Angels Among Us, Journal Entry #4

21 January 2011

Holy Father,

From what I hear, we are nearing the Pennsylvania and Maryland border, apparently nearing Cumberland.

What a beautiful area this is Lord- snow covered mountains and a winding river that we seem to be traveling along. Thank you for the beauty of your creation Lord!

I just got done eating in the Dining Car a little while ago. For breakfast I had scrambled eggs, a biscuit, home fries, bacon, an apple juice and a milk. It was a delicious meal. Another thing I learned about riding a train, is that when you go to the Dining Car they actually sit you with people- complete strangers in fact. I had the honor and privilege of eating breakfast with an elderly gentleman, who was in his eighties or so. He was so sweet and it was a pleasure making his acquaintance. He told me about his family- his wife passed away fourteen months ago, he has one grandson the same age as I am, and several other grandchildren and great grandchildren. He is very proud of his children and grandchildren. He gave me the same advice he gave all his children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren- "Do with your life what you love best, and do it with passion. Don't ever get discouraged, stay on the right road, and you will do great things with your life." I probably will never see this man again, but I wish I could tell him how deeply he blessed my life through our brief conversation. Thank you Lord for sharing one of your angels with me today.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Beauty In The Sounds, Journal Entry #3

21 January 2011

O Holy One,

We just stopped in Pittsburgh and are on our way to the next stop. It seems the snow is following us Lord- and that's ok. I find great beauty in the snow.

I'm realizing the beauty of a train is not only in the sights out the window but also the sounds I hear. We just travelled through a tunnel, and the echo of the train going over the tracks was amazing Lord. I also hear the sound of the train horn, and that is a sound that has always mesmerized me.

They say the dining car will be open for breakfast at six thirty. I think I may go and get me something to eat.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Journal Entry #2, On the Train...

21 January 2011


Dear Lord,

I am now on the train and on my way to Washington! Already I see the beauty of train travel! We pass by old East Side Cleveland, old brick warehouses, churches, and tenements, shells of their prior glory. The city lights cast an orange glow over the city scape as snow falls down gently from the skies above. Thank you so much for this amazing experience Lord!

I also thank you for getting mom and grandma home safely.

Lord I continue to pray for safe travels to Baltimore.

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

A Journey Has Begun...

Over the next several days I will be writing about my experience at the Fellowship of Catholic University Students Conference (FOCUS) in Baltimore, Maryland. I truly believe the best way for you to understand this life altering experience is to open my heart, and expose my innermost feelings. As most of you know, I am a writer, and I journal quite frequently. Therefore, I will upload a journal entry every other day for you to read. I date and time all of my journal entries using military time, do not let that confuse you. I will upload them here, exactly as I have written them with no editing or changing of anything. It is good to know that these journal entries are letters to God, and that by my uploading them, I am sharing intimate thoughts, and intimate experiences that I have shared with God. I am opening my life, and being vulnerable for you to look into my heart, allowing you an intimate glimpse of my life, my thoughts, and my soul, and to see how much of an impact FOCUS was. Below you will find that first journal entry. If you have any questions or need clarification on anything, please feel free to comment on the note or send me a message on here. I am opening my life in order to share how Christ is moving in it. Enjoy.

21 January 2011

Dear Lord,

I sit here now in the Cleveland, Ohio Amtrak station awaiting my train to Washington DC, where I will be catching a train to Baltimore.

The journey here has been an interesting one. No, make that a very, very interesting one! As I was driving home from Mount Vernon, and as I was cresting the big hill just past US 30 on Ohio State Route 13 North, I hit a rather large pot hole, and I knew immediately I now had a flat tire- the front right tire to be exact. The first drive I came to was the drive leading to the MANCI brick barns. Seeing as it was a maximum security state prison of the State of Ohio, there was a sign that read: STATE PRISON - NO TRESPASSING. Well I didn't pass the gate, seeing as it was very well locked and secure. I just parked in front of the gate. I assessed the damage- the tire was flat as can be. So I called my mother, who at the time was watching my niece McKenzie. I then proceeded to call AAA Ohio, who sent a road crew to put my spare tire on.

While I waited for the road crew, I attempted to call the appropriate party at MANCI and tell them why I was parked there. Reaching no one, I soon noticed a black Sheriff van approaching the rear of my vehicle from behind the infamous gate! A Sheriff got out and motioned for me to do the same. I slowly exited the vehicle and he said, "What are you doing here son?" "I have a flat tire Officer, the front right." At that exact moment a Terry's Towing Service vehicle drove by. I pointed it to the officer, while still behind the gate he verified my tire was indeed flat, then said, "Good. Because we've had issues with gang members coming to this exact spot to deliver contraband for inmates." He then walked backwards away from me very slowly looking at me from head to foot, finally getting back into the Sheriff van.

By this time, the Terry's Towing vehicle had arrived and was now parked beside me. The young man actually graduated from Crestview Local School's, the very same school I graduated from. It was nice catching up with him. In a short amount of time he had the spare tire on, and lowered the vehicle. Immediately we both heard it. A hissing sound- yes, the spare tire was leaking air in a very fast manner. So he paged for a tow truck- apologizing he couldn't be of more help. In half an hour's time the tow truck arrived. He backed up, and asked if I could pull forward some. "Sure," I said. I got in the car and turned the ignition. Silence. I tried a second time. Silence. "Sir- my car won't start." He laughed and said "It's just not your day is it?" Shortly thereafter we were on the road to Sears Auto Center. Once there the mechanics replaced the tire and installed a new battery, for the other one was completely dead.

After this, I finally made it home. My mother and grandmother drove me up to the train station, and I enjoyed the company- it took us over two hours to get up here when it normally taks just over an hour, due to road conditions. They have begun their journey back home now and I pray for safe travels for them. Now I sit and wait in excitement for this wonderful opportunity you have blessed me with. And imagine- all of this in the midst of a winter storm!

Love Always,

Bobby Rhea

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Thoughts on a Snowy Day...

Outside my window a winter wonderland takes shape. Snow falls in heavy sheets outside my window, and yet it falls in such a peaceful way. The snowflakes are small, so small and altogether they blanket the frozen ground below.

I sit here and admire the beauty of it all. I find deep beauty in winter, with white snow covering everything, and icicles hanging from roofs. It's as if crystals are adorning all the homes and buildings in sight, and as if diamonds are blanketing everything in their soft glow. Our God sure knows how to craft a beautiful sight. Thank you God for this beautiful day! Although, I do pray that for those who are traveling in it, that the Lord bless them with safety.

On another note, here at the university I attend, we have Chapel services three times per week. Today my friend, and work supervisor spoke. He spoke about calling, and the fact that the Lord does not usually call the strong and confident. Instead, our Lord usually calls those who are weak and unsure of themselves. He read from 1 Corinthians 1:26-28, which I have placed below:

"(26) Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. (27) But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. (28) God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are."

I don't know about you, but I find great comfort in hearing this. As some of you know, I have been struggling with a call to enter the Priesthood of the Roman Catholic Church. I feel unworthy. I feel weak. I feel incapable of leading God's people in word and in sacrament. And yet, when I feel at my lowest, and when I struggle with this call the most- someone I trust comes along and tells me something like this. I feel that God used my friend today, through what he said in the chapel service, that the Lord does not expect me to be perfect, nor strong, nor confident in this calling. All the Lord is asking of me is to consider this calling, and to follow Him in all I do.

Well Lord, here I am. Your servant is listening. I pray for courage to do this thing that you are calling me to do. I pray for people to support all those considering the Priesthood and religious life through their prayers. I pray for those in my life who could guide me and help me discern. I pray for the hearts of my parents Lord, for they were my 'first seminary.' I pray all these things in your great, holy, and perfect name.

In Nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti, Amen...

Friday, January 7, 2011

A Prayer Request...

Hello dear friends. I need your prayers. I often find myself wishing that God would present me with a road map telling me where to go and when. I suppose that's what prayer is, if I but have the ears to listen for his response, and the patience to wait for it. I guess that this means I recant what I wrote in my last post. The Priesthood is not entirely out of the question. Not yet anyways. I find myself thinking about married life and becoming a professor, and right when I get comfortable with that something turns my life upside down again. This pattern is not unfamiliar to me. It's been like this for the past three years. Like this evening, I was on watching a movie entitled 'Mass Appeal.' What did it deal with? You guessed it...the Priesthood. So I found my heart aching for answers. That is why I turn to you brothers and sisters. I request your prayers for discernment. I request your prayers for true discenment and guidance in my life. I just need to have the patience to discern, seeing as I am not even in full communion with the Roman Catholic Church yet. Pray for me. I shall pray for you.


Wednesday, January 5, 2011

A New Year

Hello dear friends. I hope this note finds you well. It is my prayer and hope that you and yours had a joyous and deeply blessed Christmas and New Years. Sorry for the delay in posting. Last semester grew increasingly demanding, and was glad to see it come to a close.

I have some very exciting updates for you! For the past few years I have been discerning a call into the Priesthood of the Catholic Church. Through those years of prayerful discernment I have come to the conclusion that God is not calling me to enter the Priesthood. Instead God is calling me to live a married life and raise children in the Church. I was extremely happy and grateful for God's direction and guidance in coming to this conclusion.

I have also discened that God is calling me to become a college/university professor of Catholic spirituality and liturgy, and so I have found out that I have many more years of schooling left. I have also discerned that I will someday become a deacon in the Church, many years down the road after having children.

I will be applying in September to enter a Masters program at Franciscan University of Steubenville, Ohio. I visited there last November with my parents and immediately fell in love with the place. Dr. Scott Hahn is a professor there, and his books have changed my life. God used him in a major way in bringing me home to the Catholic Church. I currently have seven of his books, and I hope to add to that in the coming months and years. I will be obtaining a Masters of Arts in Theology while at Franciscan University. While there I will have the opportunity to spend a semester in Gaming, Austria and getting credit for it! The university owns a campus there, and tuition is the same as if I were spending it in Steubenville. I say 'campus,' when in reality it is a former Monastery. It is absolutely beautiful! Visit to get a better look at the Austria program.

The one thing my parents and I noticed most about Franciscan University is the dedication to Christ and His Church. The campus community has daily Mass, and they also have 'households.' A household is not who you live with, but instead a group of people you meet with for Mass, to pray the Rosary, to pray the Way of the Cross, and to grow in faith together. They are called 'Faith Households,' and there are 22 for male students, and 24 for female students. Another thing (according to our tour guides) that I liked was that almost the entire campus community goes to Washington DC for the March For Life each year.

The final thing that I really enjoyed was that they have a chapel known as the Portincula, in which the Blessed Sacrament is exposed 24/7 during the academic school year for students and faculty to pray before. I currently observe Eucharistic Adoration every Thursday evening here in Mt. Vernon, and I would be lost without it. It is the best hour of my entire week.

As I continue my journey into the Church, RCIA is going extremely well. I am attending RCIA at St. Peter's in Mansfield, the same parish I was baptized in some 22 years ago. I am truly 'returning home.' I also attend the RCIA sessions here in Mt. Vernon each Tuesday and am loving that as well. The Mt. Vernon class travelled to Pittsburgh last month to visit the Vatican Splendors exhibit. I truly cherish this memory. At the end of the exhibit, they had a mold and a cast of His Holiness, Pope John Paul II's hand in which visitors could place their hand in. Mine was a perfect fit. It brought tears to my eyes, for I was able to 'hold hands' with our Holy Father.

Another update for you...I have chosen a patron saint. I should say he chose me. It is St. Francis of Assisi, and I don't think there could be a better match. I currently wear a Tau Cross daily, along with a St. Christopher medal. St. Francis has deeply blessed my life in so many ways. I am now a member of a Secular Franciscans cell in Lexington (near Mansfield), and I am loving it. We meet once a month and attend Mass together, followed by prayer and a lesson on Franciscan spirituality.

A note on my St. Christopher medal. Over a month ago, my mother told me that my grandmother wanted to give me something. So one day my mom and I went to visit Grandma. We are extremely close, and we visit her regularly. She is over 74 years old, but acts and lives like a 24 year old. She walks two miles everyday, and goes to the YMCA to work out daily. She goes to line dancing once per week, and she works at an OSU Buckeyes store a few days a week. She also travels a lot, so we try to visit her as much as we can when she is home! Anyways, we went to visit her, and she gave me the St. Christopher medal. She smiled at me and said "Bobby, I want you to have this. It's been on my nightstand in my bedroom since 1996. It's been there since your grandpa died. It belonged to him, and he wore it daily until the day he died. I want you to have it, since you are now becoming Catholic." By the end of it, she was crying, as was my mom, and me as well. My grandpa died after a long and painful battle against Lung Cancer. I remember holding his hands and praying with him when he was sick. These are my earliest memories. I was seven at the time. I also prayed at his funeral Mass after the Priest was done performing the rites. My mom tells me that I asked the Priest if it was ok to pray for grandpa one final time, and so I stood beside the Priest and the casket and said one final prayer for grandpa. I turned that into a short story, one I hope to publish someday.

In closing, I just wanted to mention that I also publish a 16 page newsletter that you may enjoy. I am getting ready to print the next issue, and would be happy and honored to send you a copy if you would so wish for it. Email me your name and mailing address, and I will be sure to send one your way. My email is

Deep blessings to you and yours this wonderful day!

In Nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti